Sunday, August 20, 2006

not feeling so hot

I've been feeling more short of breath and sick and think the fluid may be back, so I'm going to contact my doctor tomorrow, and likely they'll send me to the ER again. I'm hoping they will just xray and drain it if needed, but I suspect they'll make me do the ER thing. It's so exhausting.

Jill and Jen will take me in if I"m directed to. I can barely make it from my room to the bathroom, and it's only about 5 feet. I get extremely out of breath and it is frightening when it happens.

I can't deny that I'm very tired of all this. I'm angry, frustrated, and going back to old feeling of the unfairness of it all.

I'll do my best to keep you posted, but just don't know what will be happening or when I'll be back online.

xxoo to all

19 Comments:

At 10:04 PM, Anonymous karen and eddie said...

i was worried that you might not be feeling well when i didn't see you online (and missed you terribly, by the way). of course you are sick and tired of feeling this way and no, it isn't fair at all, dammit. you know we are here if you need anything and can be there as well in a flash, so please keep us posted or have jon and jen do so. we love you!

 
At 11:41 PM, Anonymous Marsha said...

Karen is so eloquent, while I am not, but I feel the way she does, including being there if you'd like. Love from big sister....

 
At 10:41 AM, Blogger Lynda said...

Lynne, I am so sorry you are not feeling well. I hope that you get off the O2 soon and get to feeling better.

I have been thinking a lot about you.

 
At 5:29 AM, Blogger Kid Sis said...

Love and hugs to you. There's a package waiting for you at your place.

Hero says hi to Pogo.

 
At 12:42 AM, Blogger Being Made said...

Praying for you. Praying for better and brighter days.

 
At 11:35 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Lynne White: Born August 29, 1951. Passed away August 29, 2006

Dear Lynne,
Wherever you are, hear this!

We will all miss you terribly now and always. Miss your blog and miss visiting with you and Pogo and Louis. Miss going to see the musical groups you found. Miss seeing you at family get-togethers.

I love you,
Carolyn

 
At 6:00 PM, Blogger Meg said...

It's been posted now, so I feel safe to comment. I saw a beautiful sunset over the weekend and immediately thought of you out there, painting the flowers with a new palette. Sending love to you and yours.

 
At 6:35 PM, Anonymous Jill said...

I miss you!

 
At 4:43 PM, Anonymous Julie said...

me too :(

 
At 6:52 PM, Anonymous karen said...

me too. i still come here every day, half-expecting to see a post...

 
At 7:45 PM, Anonymous Jill said...

I'm still in shock, I feel sick everytime I realize she's not here.

 
At 8:37 PM, Blogger Jill said...

I've begun a blog, please feel free to visit...

http://jillmduncan.blogspot.com/

 
At 10:28 PM, Anonymous Julie said...

I know exactly how you feel Jill, and just like Karen, I still look here everyday.

 
At 2:33 AM, Blogger Lynda said...

Lynne, I am sorry to see you go. I always hoped we would be able to meet in real life. Thanks for all your wittiness, your humor and sharing your struggles. I am going to miss you.

 
At 11:48 PM, Blogger Being Made said...

I'm so sad to read this... I haven't been reading here long, but Lynne's story touched me deeply. To all of Lynne's family and friends: I'm just so sorry.

Val

 
At 12:33 PM, Anonymous Pam in FL said...

I am so sorry to hear of Lynne's passing. We had emailed each other a few times - we shared a common disease as well as a common attitude.

Lynee was a very special woman and now heaven has gained a very special angel.

With sincerest condolences to her friends and family.

Pam in FL

 
At 5:27 PM, Blogger Jill said...

Lynne (Mom) really was such a great person and such an insiration to many people, as I am learning. So many people speak highly of her and I hope she knows that! I miss her so much, but I know she lives on in all of us!

 
At 12:23 PM, Blogger Buffy said...

This breaks my heart. It really does.

 
At 10:23 PM, Blogger Julie said...

I miss you. :(

 

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